Well, lets see, currently, at this exact point in time, it is 10:56 on Saturday March 24th, Tony's friend Tony (...) is sleeping on the couch, my Tony is sleeping in our room, and i'm trying to type really quietly...And in other news, Titan finally got sold, we are now WJG Enterprises Molding Company...(try saying WJG 3 times fast) which is nice, no raise yet, but i'm still hopeful...(my) Tony and I got a call yesterday from Dowding Industries in Eaton Rapids, and we have a job interview at 9 am on Wednesday. They told me they would be paying me more than $9 an hour, which is awesome, since i only make $8.85 right now, and that includes my shift premium...so hopefully Tony and I could get a good 1st shift job together.
The wedding plans are coming along nicely, i have a dress, and Tony has his groomsmen...which brings me to my bride's maids...the lovely Ginger Marrie, and as soon as I call her and ask her, hopefully Charlotte, and then there is Sarah. DO NOT GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THE SARAH...but she's making me nervious...for a bit of back ground info, she has been here since earily to mid June last year...she still has no job, yet i know she has tried atleast a little bit, even if it really is only a LITTLE bit...she has lost her appartment, she was living with Jimmy, but that wasn't a good idea...too much drama, and personally i think way too much irresponsibility...not on Jimmy's part, but from Sarah and Joey and all there friends...from what i was told, Tom basically gets Hayley more often than Sarah does, since she isn't staying with Jimmy anymore, i think she is staying with her friend from Butternut Creek, Casie, which is probably worse...all i've ever seen happen over there is parties and alcohol and who knows what else...Sarah spends all her state-help (cash assistance, food card...) money on stupid stuff, she could save the cash assistance money maybe for a deposit on an appartment...she should not be picky on where she gets a job, if it's McDonalds, who cares. Atleast it's income. She needs to see that she is being stupid, she can't just go party all the time, she's 21, has a daughter, and no future. Sarah, you are my friend, i love you to death, but if this is going to impact my wedding, like you know, "oops, i spent what little money i had on alcohol and *** instead of buying my brides maid dress even though you gave me the color for it 8 months ago and i promised i'd make sure i'd have it by april...my bad..."
I'm hoping that Sarah will just stumble apon this or something, or maybe one of her friends wil just walk across this...maybe they'd say "Hey, Sarah, read this." and then maybe she'd see why i don't hardly ever call her. I can't help her unless she will help herself. I've bent over backwards for her many times. I just can't do it again. I have known Sarah since i was 4, but if she were to compromise my wedding, i don't know if i could forgive her.
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