Well, lets see, where to start...as much as i'm afraid i actually admit this, but i learned something, Ginger Marrie, and it is that I now know how you feel. You feel i've ditched you in a way i assume? Well, Sarah sunshine has also ditched me. Since she decided to get pregnant and move out of Tony's house, i've talked to her 2 times in the last 3 or more weeks since she's moved out. The first time was when i was bored because i locked my keys in my car, but she only talked to me for like 20 seconds and said "can i call you back?" then never did. the second time was when tony expressed my displeasure towards her ignoring me, and so her and tom decided to come over and FINALLY get her fish, she and tom were there maybe 5 minutes and hey, they had to go. Hmm, go figure. And that was like a week and a half ago. I havn't talked to her since. So, i now know how you feel. And i am sorry.

HA. I said it. I am sorry, Ginger, what i've been doing is bull shit. And even when we do become better friends, because i think we will, if i don't call you as much as i should, is probably because i have been busy. And the reason i didn't talk to you as much did have a large reason to do with tony not liking you. and i guess it was all from that stupid night when you asked me to come hang out with you and like 4 other guys but you didn't invite him. I THINK. I'm not sure if that's why or not. if i were to ask, he'd be like "hello, you know the answer to that..." and not say anything. and if i were to persist, he'd be all bitchy.

But, the whole point i'm making. I'm sorry. i feel bad. Go figure.