Why does this remind me of a Soap Opera?

ALRIGHT~

Lately, it seems that there is someone out there who is mocking my entire life. Telling me I am doing one thing, when I'm not. Only I can tell myself what I can do, and what I'm doing. I wouldn't think if bull-shitting 8 or more years of a friendship. What kind of drugs are you on that would make you think that I would lie away 8 years of a friendship? Are you on drugs? Or are you really a friggin' mentally unstable person? Well, let me you something I have been procrastinating to tell you for a while now; YOU NEED HELP. Your entire thought process is so incredibly messed up, how you think or how you come up with conclusions of situations that havn't even happend yet, is pointless and messed up. And how you refuse to say sorry unless you mean it; that I agree with, but you need to realize that when you do something stupid, you need to suck it up, let your guard down and appologize. And the whole bullshit about your test. Why the hell would you test me? Even if we weren't on steady ground, why would you? What is the point? And if you cry wolf too much, I wouldn't believe a word that comes out of your mouth. Jordan has pulled so much bullshit on me that i have no point in listening to him or believe him anymore. And, by the way, if Sarah called you and said "Miranda got in an accident, her legs are stuck under the car!" you'd be like "bullshit. You're lying to me." You wouldn't believe her.

And now you've failed my test. Reguardless, if we were in a fight, or if I called you more than you called me, and was pissed that you never called me, I still would've called you on your 18th birthday. Thank you.

Reguardless if I smoke, or don't call you, or if I have put other obligations before calling you, you need to understand that one of the reasons that I don't call you as much as you wish me too, is because I have been starting to believe within the last few months that you just might be crazy. I miss the old Ginger that existed before Terry, before 12th grade, before I dated Josh even. But since the first thing you'll do now is either go write your own blog, or you'll come up with some odd situation that makes no actual connection with real life. Take your pick.